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  • Nov. 24th, 2009 at 4:27 PM
It is the more together wanted that it is the colder
Every morning, the women all get up first, finish a pot of milled congee, the pickles, she drink go down two light bowl, close pot cover properly again, push door open gently, stand on tiptoe walk out.

Will it be half an hour about the past, man will second get up. Boil an egg well first, put the bread, milk into the microwave oven again, this just enters to the son's room, ask, stand up son in a low voice.

When the son wears the clothes repeatedly in yawn, the man gets back to the kitchen to begin to drink the porridge. When the son gobbled up and had breakfast, he has already finished changing the clothes, has exhorted a few words to the son, turn round, push the door open and walk toward outside gently.

Cold to take when the couple went out, the metropolis sleep soundly still, the street lamp is bright, the stars tremble in the cold night sky. Perhaps they are persons meeting the first rays of the morning sun in this city first. Get up early so, are all under the pressure of the livelihood - -Two years ago, they were laid off in pairs. Through the help of the re-employment service center of the street, nowadays, the man becomes a supervisor by bus at the public transit station, the woman becomes an urban cleaner.

The ones that meet time and again after being laid off are rebuffed, make them particularly treasure the hard-won working opportunity. But even they live frugally, the modest income of two people is added together, it is awkwarding too to deal with ordinary day. They are very clear, by this age, can not already present the great favorable turn in life. Their only sustenance, is the son growing up day by day.

Will it be morning day, man wave flag keep order by bus in station, shoulder so light as to pat people suddenly, turned one's head and saw suddenly, it was director Liu of the subdistrict office originally. Director Liu says to him arduously, have let the man's mind well up and pitch into the work one burst of warms. Director Liu asks him: "Is there anything difficult? " He thinks the chance has come.

"I want to change a station, and then to two stations of ground of the west, OK? " He says puffing and blowing, " there is closer to our home, convenient on and off duty. "

In fact, the man has spread a small lie - -The woman's body bone is weak, grow the old complaint that the son dropped that year. He has calculated, oneself is half an hour after every morning, is just that the woman knocks off for time. If to two stations of ground of the west, happen to run into her, can help her to pedal the tricycle, send one whole car of rubbish to the destination, for the moment, he can only help women like this. Director Liu's reply makes him very satisfied. After the director turns round to go, he has hummed the Russian folk song gently on a sudden impulse: "The ice and snow hides Volga River "

He knows one's own throat is not good, but the woman says that likes hearing, so he often sang this song in the past, as time passes, have become the special ability. Certainly, he has already seldom sung these two years.

At this moment, the woman's mood is extraordinarily good too. Just now, too successfully to lead, ask a " minor matter " for instructions she --To clean region postpone first kilometer eastwards every day such as oneself. She know one's own man like cleanliness, when whom factory go to work, always wipe the lathe shinily that year. Now, take a long bamboo clip every day, go to insert the cigarette end on the ground. " expand eastward " by oneself Purpose achieve,so long as it is big swing broom, it is enough for him to do by quite a while's. She thinks, this is the best method of helping the man.

This day, having finished giving the last truck rubbish, the woman goes to the public transit station to look for men exceptionally. Two people sight meet for a moment, some blush slightly unexpectedly, mouth one odd times, everyone has not taken words out of the mouth, " eh, told he (she) after when going home . "

The peak that people went to work has been already over, the station quiets down, " purt purt " of a period of time that the top of the head comes Chirping of birds,it it is go to resume hope, is it nearby whether willows big last sparrow of two pieces branches that does withered, that kind of gray sparrow that couldn't be more ordinary in the North.

The man seems to be talking to oneself: "If even bird know, even bird is cold to take together. "

" yes, " Woman lock arm of man gently, " go wrong, cold to take together. "

Farthest she is my recent miss

  • Nov. 24th, 2009 at 4:22 PM
Farthest she is my recent miss
22 years old, this age beautiful seems to always relate to love, but I am always nobody of love. I one armed policeman, since before being enlisted in the armed forces in after age of love this love a girl, life of me take place very heavy change, let me to be bitter to wait 6 year she go straight things respectively with me finally. At this moment, I am determined to write down this section of emotions, when if the characters tremble to fall in the style of writing or painting like throwing the dice, a kind of agony surrounded me like lots and lots of befores, I thought I had already stood everything strongly enough, but I find at this moment my heart still aches vividly. Since unable to escape, ache his one happily simply then!

She has accepted my love, but has not treated me as the boyfriend

Farthest she is my recent miss I am a child growing up in the countryside, tell me it is my only opportunity to study from little father and mother carefully. I who was long ago sensible am diligent and eager to learn knowledge, achievement was all the first each time, the key high school admitted to in the city last junior middle school was the direction that I struggled. In summer of 1999, I made one's wish fulfilled after the high school entrance examination. I have done in the test in order to go beyond 50 points of advantages of minimum admission score into the subsidiary high school of normal university of Qufu. After summer vacation, I came into the school door of the high school to take one's own university dream. Report on the first day, she beautiful and I are assigned in a class, and the front and back location. I know she ask abundant great wave, live in the town, grew very beautifully very pure only at that time, I arriving at puberty have produced baffled good opinion to her, but I feeling self-humiliation have no courage to explain to her at all, then bury this emotion on the bottom of heart.

The love is a very curious and very sensitive too topic to us eighteen nine years old. At the can lie, discussing turn off the light, classmate of dormitory like, talk about such as which girls' beautiful topic it will be some always evening. I remember her but has never bet each time. Until one day, a classmate of mine tells me: "The abundant great wave of our class may be interesting to you. " After I have stared at two of his ruthlessly, he has not said anything either. But later on I find no matter what I do always have a pair of eyes to gaze at me quietly. It is her, it is really her. I am overjoyed, she really likes me. Though I felt oneself inferior for one's own poor origin at that time, that I plucked up one's courage only " I liked you " after for her to write oning The love letters of four words, then the long wait. She pays no attention to me in following a few days, I am too late to repent, scold oneself " toad lust after a swan's flesh" ,The outstanding boy in so many cities chases her without accepting, how can she take a fancy to me. I feel that fell too ashamed to show one's face.

But a few days later, because I regretted breaking the glass in the dormitory with a fist of one's own method. Could well imagine finally, what my hands were wrapped up by the school physician was changed beyond recognition. After class the next day, she found me voluntarily, what is it about to ask me, blamed me for not knowing because of carelessness that look after oneself. I was easy to move at that time, she said she knew my compliment, she liked the love letter which I wrote very much, she has accepted me, has become my girlfriend. I have been never so glad, meet a girl and she beautiful and accept me when I arrived at puberty, the ones that made me excited for a time in this can not fall asleep. But I at that time did not know that was only a beginning of my agony.

She and I have a kind of estrangement all the time, perhaps she is afraid others grumble, I suppose, the love at that time took underground activity as the core more after all. She is an optimistic and lively girl, but why she can make a fun with other boys, talk and laugh, keep silent with me, this let me understand sad very much and to be very. I do not know what oneself does wrong. Perhaps it will be better after admitted to a university, my comfort secretly. But my achievement plummets, has reached several's intensity of counting backwards for a time, but she have no response. The relation between her and me, the so dubious one has been maintained for nearly two years, I spend when and feel self-humiliation in the agony these two years. Having reached college entrance examination in an instant, I have remembered one's own painstaking parents and poor family, then the study that I risked one's life during the last several months, unexpectedly was admitted to the normal university of Qufu miraculously finally, she has no line of undergraduate course, spends money studying in the high price, is enrolled by the normal university of Shandong, I do not know whether it is painful or glad or not. I feel we are over in this way.

I have drawn her bowl, have taken her half a bowl of rice left

I think time can dilute everything, remote distance will let, forget each other enter university. Colourful university life let whom me change getting optimistic to stand up, simple and honest to add one delicate and pretty face let me gain several sweet-smelling heart of schoolgirl too while being kindhearted, but when I want to face, I feel the thing seeming to be doing the sorry abundant great wave oneself is the same, why such woolen cloth? I find I never at all forgets that section of emotions just bury it in the bottom of heart. Someone says that there is the most pure love in the campus forever, then my beginning illusion is with her.

One day, I received the telephone which she made in Jinan suddenly. She tell me that misses me very much, asks I have a good time. I swore to no longer miss her this lifetime after graduating from the high school, at that time of the earphone very in hands I found this oath was so pale and unable, my heart has flown to her side again. Then we have begun the love in this kind of telephone letter. But her attitude is flickering all the time, let me ponder indefinitely.

One day in June of 2004, I can not restrain oneself to her miss, then I went from remote sunshine to Jinan. She is so beautiful and agreeable, and I am no longer that ugly duckling. Our talk seems very congenial, but a girl in the dormitory of theirs tells me she has many persons who pursue, who she has hesitated to choose too indefinitely to know too, I germinated the idea of retreatment suddenly, because I am not a very self-confident person, I do not dare either to guarantee I can bring happiness to her. The day when I leave the mountain teacher, I give them that kind girls of the dormitory a letter got ready in advance, let her assign and then abundant great wave until I leave mountain teacher.

At the last dusk in Jinan, we have a meal in the restaurant of the school. I have eaten up that one's own snack quickly, but she has had half a bowl of rice left. The rice bowl that I have drawn her has taken half a bowl of rice left. When I looked up to see her, I found her canthus had tears to backfall, I was at a loss at that time. She passes me a piece of medicated napkin and a sentence of words never forgotten by me: " whether I nobody take meal that I leave still till to now, feel, look like pieces of house " ,I realized at that time that had never eaten the meal that others remained too by oneself. My move is totally unconscious, I know that really love her very much in the heart of hearts oneself. Went out of the restaurant, we both kept silent, sat down on a long chair finally, the horizontal satchel between me and her lets us separate the distance that can't be gone beyond all the time. She tells me that she likes me, just feel the love between us is very unrealistic, she does not want the love in letter and telephone, and one does not have tomorrow when promise. At that time, I was reticent, I thought of people's unavoidable custom, the love beautiful was looked for only in fairy tale. Then, I have chosen to leave.

She is my in mind eternal pain

I getting back to the sunshine still get deeply stuck in and can't free oneself in the mire that is missed. I am recalling the happiness of bit of staying with her, and the ceaselessly agony after being happy. It is just like a drug addict, so delighted in the twinkling of an eye sucking the drugs, it is the agony not stood after being very delighted. I one love malicious to have no medicine people that rescue.

In winter of 2004, the army came to my school to conscript, I in the agony seemed to see the straw saving someone's life. I decide to change a environmental life and some time, like my choice without the least hesitation out of the common to join the army, I who am outstanding am very smooth and is chosen by the army. In waiting for the day enlisted in the armed forces, my treatment own thing quietly, I have not told her the news that I want to join the army. Often see her message in QQ classmate alumni, and I was only a visitor a long time ago. Having dealt with all things, I have joined the army.

The life of the army is intense but orderly, busy but not messy. Every day's training is on duty, enable my physical and psychological weariness, but soul is unmoved. I do not give for time that oneself stops, doing various work like dog, only in order to make oneself forget about going over. I seldom phone and seldom write a letter too, close oneself in more than one year. But her face beautiful will always appear in my dream, and dream the miss wake up, look like line one stitch one stitch to soak poison whom riddled with gaping wounds heart sew close and numerous already me, even this kind of feeling has all never stopped when I executed the task in the face of death, she is my eternal pain in the heart

I toss about in bed to know she has a boyfriend early, still admitted to the graduate student of Normal University of East China this year through the friend, now, my one on active service is full too, will go home at the end of the year, will go back to school and continue my university life soon, I feel she and I walk on two different roads the farther. Army's life makes me much riper, I have known I have many things to do, can't immerse in this illusory love forever sadly alone. Lead along by hand, might not want, spend together this life, embrace, can only represent, have once. The painful origin is to happy assurance, because so near contact is too happy, so the agony is so vivid!
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Whose miss brandish dreams

  • Feb. 16th, 2009 at 5:31 PM
Whose miss brandish dreams
Stroll on summer among the unoccupied wind, catching one soft cloud shadow, give mood cut out one plain cool secondary rainbow clothing long. Mean the clear dance finely, cross the oblique wind and dredge the cloud, weave wisps of clear and shallow and faint mood.

There is a kind of affection called feeling deep anxiety about, bury it in the doing little by little without a break of time. Slowly, with a kind of posture which seem totally resting, silence, in the early morning when the moon falls, or hide it in the small high window under the moon.

Style of writing or painting mark, wipe light shallow green mark, miss fine gauze of moon flow frost dense and light more and more more and more in wind, if leave near. And words talked in the sleep of dream, pillow one river green water light to permeated with spring pool that tenderness brim over.

Who, who has sounded a place flourishingly? Have woken a dream faded from memory for a long time up. All affection, begin to burst forth in the fragrance of flowers, leave the flower and flutter and sway at the same time. Then, a heart sound of thinking while recalling, chant full and pure lovesickness mildly and indirectly in but light fairy.

Lovesickness such as fly to flower fall by flower, fly all over the sky to fall all over pool a in ecstasies one green and fragrant. Place the affection while missing a flute sound. In the side bloom flute, feelings all one's life, of tendernesses, one No. of melancholies, to lead, wish all one's life, if if song tell, if unreal to wad with cotton, since outside the thousand li, elegant swaying, put on airs, convey.

The plain writing paper like the snow, dye delicate and charming red word lightly with a blusher which wipes lovesickness. Spoil red and is like Merret, the candle shadow of dropping a beans and missing one after another. But candle shadow floats red, silent thought is told to shake Yi in the red window.

Write lovesickness as the red word, the fine and white jade is meant and daubed on the color of the blusher. It is low and low to tell languages, the faint feeling of thinking, deep review. Look back on, knit the brows, smile, think, recall sincerity in the past, tears rain fly swiftly and fly in willow tip blue and green cigarette.

Swallow language twitter, who offer as a gift, fall in dream on the soul note miss? Stand among the numerous mountains and rivers, look for that to attack weak light shirt. One musical instrument sound that look forward to morning and evening, comfort bluish waves congeal green autumn water, blow dyke Su that catkin brandish, have overflowed ormosias in the raw and fragrant the southern part of the country. Feeling of fragrant lovesickness of unrestrained No. one.

The jade steps include fragrantly, the sunshine light dance, except missing. The swallow flies to hold in the mouth a affectionate seed. Plant it in the gentle green water. While waiting for the pasture and water to put on airs longly, sit up straight on the duckweed, chant a beautiful poem lightly.

Verse those, bear the weight of four seasons such as sweet-smelling tenderness and miss. It was gentle and beautiful that the metre in verse of the light silk floss flew swiftly and flew like the butterfly with different colors, such as what the drizzle is left a little being touching.

As one smile of flower, burst forth in the dream, soul magnificent and the charming one sing in sunshine on heart quietly. The soul is adjacent to soul and love each other, the looks language is told lightly! And a stem brims over the fragrant grass of sunshine taste, twine a firm dream tightly.

The step kept watch, has been staying before the dream window blooming to wither in the flower all the time. The pupil light kept watch, sway in the crisscross paths between fields of the human society straight. The feeling had a sentimental attachment for, if leave the flower like the flowing water. Light end of the branch that dies in season.

Desiring while caring for, extend among the smoke and dawn fog of morning. In the rising tide of missing, getting thin curtain upset to think the fine shadow entangled. Worry that thinks and is full of, whose sorrow write in the gentle and graceful clear shadow of bright moon, zero flows like water.

Stand in the cloud shadow of rays of sunlight, compose the affection of the profound deep and remote silk floss into long poesy. A bright and beautiful sweet-smelling heart, with whom to rest on in the color of willow fills cigarettes? Who makes the joyous language altogether before flowers with the moon? For whom to compose the heart song and tell the inner feeling lightly?

In willow brow of moon, lonely to bury in the dim light of night waning silently. Hide that in the soul's name of the depths of heart, stroking quietly, to the figer tip. The colored shadow is shaken and broken to pieces, begin to look for and attack the black clothes to sway at the end of the dream.

Then those bury miss under green water, heart lake shake, permeated with light Yi since, simple to overflow light gentle secret fragrance. Fill shake sleeve of the dream secret fragrance that lake miss this. Again too elegant to I do not happen dream that then attack the black clothes.

The legend, so long as use the most soft and most graceful sound, sing a name with the melody of missing every night, one name that depths hide, soul of heart, one carve name that attentive pulse wear away never. One is written with the name in all dreams.

So long as chant reading every night with so firm faith, continuously full for 1,001 nights, then, all dreams and hopeses will be realized.

Wish eagerly to be interdependent forever with you, let me use the most pious pen and ink, write down the 1,001st dream. Sit in the river that is missed, is full of having one's heart filled with fine and tender affection, float and put the most sweet and most quiet and most beautiful dew from lotus leaf.

You like until figure latent to on willow cloud depths, turn oneself into first wipes the light green cloud and mist always, or hold the deep and remote and green light wave with both hands. And I look in the place stared at, meet the eye on every side and roam leisurely light green and lightly and bluely and greenly. I can only write this light green and lightly and bluely and greenly as a dream, the dream of the drifting fragrance of one four seasons!

Combine all characters to create a melody. Depend on one window month shadow if water alone, plan soft sincerity, incline multifarious anxiety gentle innermost thoughts and feelings, hold the love song that the pipa played a lucid and elegant gentle dream that raises in the arms.

Act as melancholy thin opening a black lotus flower darkly at night, those dreams all go to the willow in the South on the bank, become dim and vast and hazy in the smog to hide. Can't seek the clear shadow dimly in your willow leaf again.

And I, still with a kind of posture kept watch, it is gentle to cherish a anxiety of cherishing the dream alone, sit, at quiet night lonely light, continue, roll over willow pluck Xiang Mei, write one beans strong fragrance dream that the southern part of the country beat time to a song with the feet and come on by oneself still.Welding Machine Pet ShopPVC HoseSqualene|Frontline Cat,Flea Medication,

Commemoration in order to be forgotten

  • Dec. 8th, 2008 at 3:10 PM
 Commemoration in order to be forgotten
In the twinkling of an eye, turned around again in spring, summer, autumn or winter. Found suddenly, during the season reaped, but I lost much more. Browse the calendar passing, special day heaves in sight, the once picture is faintly visible.
No the origin gets "  The ancient tomb " ,The autumn wind strokes the face, slightly feel the silk silk slight chill in the air. Raise page one page, between lines completely, daub distinguish already, to who 's miss who? To who 's hidden bitterness who?
Affectionate and much sad from blame, have You, You of thing.
Do sad, wipe setting sun pretend drunk autumn in vain.
When to have full in the moon of west wing? The xiao plucked instrument intestines are gentle.
Who is sympathizing with anxiety? Make sillily people's hot tears thick.
In order to commemorate, some of me turn on favorite this one of yours, but but make me gaping, but the characters for you fly all over the streets and lanes, the ends of the earth. Immediately, have some regret, have some helplessness. Close the collected works, recall the day meeting, read this heart-broken characters again.
Can not bury the silk silk bleakly in dim light of night in late autumn, what the deserted moonlight is shed and left quietly is in small, broken bits. It is being dazzling and bright that the stars all over the sky are glimmering, do not know that is you, that is me, visit and go our affection, a kind of brief mood in the world of the magic horn, spread in the miss that is let fly away slowly.
In the same late autumn, you and but I of this year last year were having different complex of kind. Unforgettable original intention, has let this predestination pass through the space-time of love, you who are persistent and I who am infatuated, no one is able to forget this section of romantic complex. The deeply attached to each other occupied mutual mood of sincerity is sincere for this, for this deep reason, prefer to keep Hou here quietly, wait silently, miss thinly.
The night wind has been blown through slowly, the ones that are spinning out are concerning about, how have you been? Greet affectionately, the tears have already been hung on both sides of the cheek. The point in the past is clicked and appeared clearly before eyes, whether you in ends of the earth are like me, hide the fate beautiful deeply in the bottom of heart, miss simply.
Prediction of a person's luck in a given year bring this copy beautiful to walk, the magnificent star light is releasing the tenderness had one's heart filled with, expect appearance of you, dim moonlight seem Chang'e is waving the shake sleeve flickering, it is still shy to want to say to you, at ambiguous and touching night here, each of me is calling in the bottom of heart, wishing eagerly, is pestering, sentimental, missing.
In the day that part, want, forget you but every turn round get rid of pain of lovesickness again and again, every according to add prolonged sorrow that does not retreat, leave I whether cold loneliness that break to pieces is extend even more later, come back in the lonely deepest place staggering alone.
What a kind of reason is this? Through the whole journey, it was the blot of the depth that was left, let people ache dripping wetly, happy happiness, make people to be melancholy sentimental, let people and cool at will.
This deep reason, the miss making people simple  
A lot of stories, have a beginning but no end, mostly aftertaste for the descendant. No matter what flavour it is, it is a kind of harvest to recall after all, it is a kind of happiness too. Do you think so? For commemorate you and I know each other two anniversary, in special day this, please let me leave out flowers behind the first rain for you solo and then.
Wind blow tight cold cicada blame, empty steps sing and set the flower behind the rain dawn.
Light wine one cup chant cold moon, clear word whose one thousand send to?

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